During the summer I developed Anxiety and Major Depressive disorder, leaving me with both crippling anxiety but no motivation. I only recently asked my parents for help and they don't know how badly I did this year. I never had perfect grades but this year they really bombed, even getting an E in spanish. The only class I did really well in was my music class because that was the only time I didn't feel completely worthless. Once I start my therapy and medication i am determined to get good grades this semester, but I'm afraid that this semester will ruin my chances for college.
Musical theatre is my passion. It's the only thing I'm good at. I have a full ride scholarship to a local college for music, but I want to go somewhere else with a great MT program. I just don't know what to do. My dad wants to send me to a summer program for MT, but I'm probably going to have to do summer school.
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